*Just some thoughts*

Have you ever felt empty? Like you try to search inside your soul for something and it just feels so empty...and then you think of your life and things are just so wrong...I mean ever felt like you've worked too hard for nothing? Because you're still not happy...and we spent all our life to reach that happiness we dream since we're kids but then wake up in a beautiful morning and your life is meaningless,you just thought you got what you wanted but the truth is you never did. And maybe after so many years of pretending to be happy we start to believe that until we open our eyes and see the truth... This is how I feel. I'm not happy. I never was. I always smile and laugh because I hate when people ask you what's wrong when none of them really cares...I try to fit in...I really try, all the time...I try to like people who surround me and I try to be like them...they actually believe me...ohh I'm such a great actress..they never doubt that every night I feel relief that another day of my life is gone...I don't think that's a good reason to feel relief at all...another day wasted...and time is running out...and I'm still not happy....